TALK ABOUT ME 
Hello my name is Roxana and I hide behind this name too long !!! Every person that I knew I was always criticized and even if I were friends before they were hiding in disguise, even though I knew I did not want to admit because I wanted to fill that loneliness I feel, but I also know that all of this leads me to think that no one really wants me well! There were people who knew how to love me but I did not see it ruining everything! Sometimes I hide behind a smile suffered by words without meaning, I hide behind the person that I would not be without knowing who I really am and what I can be. And strange to write these words because I am a person who does not like to talk about and what he feels, to me it seems strange but I'm doing it for the simple reason that I want to change myself, that is not me but the same person is hiding behind those will be me !!! I know that many people criticize me, judge, speak maybe they're right. I always wondered why I am so!? Inside of me I feel the need to change not to think about bad things and leave the past behind but at the same time my mind stopped me and told me that it's no use just to make things worse. When I look in the mirror the reflection I do not know I feel strange there are no expressions to define it I just know that I would not be me. Sometimes I think about what I would like to see changed in my life and I realize that everything is changing, but I have no strength. Sometimes I want to get next to me a person who is able to listen without judging me and make me feel important but I know that this will never happen, thinking that no one really knows how I feel and my insecurity in walking in front of people because I have the feeling that I judge. I do not even know how I had the courage to write this text you even though I know that no one will import light and perhaps even judge saying that I do it for fame or do not know but I'm only doing this for the simple reason that inside I'm about to explode, shrouded want to know if there are people like me or I just feel so !!! THIS IS NOT ME BUT NOW THEY ARE TURNED AND ME NE PENTO !!! 